Resuscitate Life!

“Your time on this earth is limited; Focus on yourself, your dreams and your legacy. Don’t waste it on people who will never appreciate it.”

                                                       -Anonymous

It took time to understand but lately it's now my motto. Last year's fall was hard and could be said the turning point of my life. It showed me a lot about life or it might be a teaser for a big film. Sometimes, it isn't like what it seems. Sometimes it's wrong when it feels right. Sometimes it’s you who don't understand whose ‘YOU’. Sometimes just to show who you want to be. Sometimes trying to give what they don't deserve. Sometimes lying to yourself. There are many situations which makes you take a step forward while they don't lead to somewhere rather than to a morass. There are situations when you feel saying a lie might save you but it might losain your trustworthy existence. This is not what you are. You are unique in your way and there is always a unique artist for a unique art. You can't let your ages’ long scar to affect your present. Don't let that scar change you. 

They ask me “What do you want from your life?” Now I smile and say “Life is simply beautiful, less complications, more happiness; less enemies, more friends; less sleep, more adventure. You live once and opportunities knock once. Rather than wasting time sleeping, thinking and pretending, I will run, explore and persuade. Life should be full of ecstasy, every day a new adventure, every hour a new problem and every second a big smile on my face because felicity is not the absence of problems, it's the ability to deal with them.”

Now all I want to be is ‘ME’, I don't want my ages’ long scar to affect life anymore. This is your life and make it worth because

“Happiness is by choice, not by chance”

Conversation with an Ideal Friend.

Ideal Friend:- Hey boy! Why are you so Conservative? Why don't you speak what's their in your heart? Are you an introvert? People say a lot about you which seems opposite to current situations.

Me                :- Theirs always a difference between 'was' and 'is'.

Ideal Friend:- What do you want to say?
Me                :- I don't know but all I know is I'm done with trusting people. Have you ever trusted someone more than what a new born on a mother? Have you ever felt alone even when you were there for them at every step, counting single drop of their tears and finding a way to light up their face with a smile and replenish the thirst of love? Have you ever loved someone but expected nothing more than trust? People in this whole world takes good for granted. Let me tell you a story. There was a king named Good and A king named Bad. Good was very powerful. He had a big kingdom and a powerful fighter Trust, whereas Bad, the lonely and Unkind. Good had a disease of kindness. He always helped the needy, unaware from their intentions. One day Bad asked Good, "How kind you are?". Good replied "How much can you ask". Bad said "Give me your throne". Good stood and crowned him. Bad ordered soldiers to arrest Good. Hearing about King Good, Trust tried to take revenge but couldn't and was stabbed. And that's all.
Ideal Friend:- But, why did trust not stab Bad.
Me                :- Because he was Good's soldier.

A Gentleman's Promise

People may see us as Boyfriend-Girlfriend,

People may see us as Brother-Sister, but,

we know who we are to each other,

what are the spaces we fill in each other's life,

We don't have to be together to fill this empty space,

the spaces which were empty for a cause,

a destiny of yours and mine, to be bound with a promise,

promise of love, care and understanding.

Now, we are left with few days together,

Let's have the most beautiful time of our life,

capture magical moments

and frame them deep within our hearts.

Because now the time has come, world awaits us.

We may stay away, but,

we have a reason to travel this separation,

As we know who we are.

[Surprise to my best-friend}

"Somewhere I Belong'

I hate when people don't understand me, I hate when I have to mould myself like them, I hate when I'm the one to care but not the one to be cared. I hate when they criticize just because they can't be like me. I hate when they act something and want something. I hate when they love me but they don't love me. This make me think why am I different from others. And then I remember my friend’s statement, that you don’t belong here, said in a nagging manner.

But being me, an optimist, yeah f*** that, I don’t belong here. I can’t fake a smile. I can’t see someone’s trouble even if it's a stranger. I can care for myself. I am not for others, I am here for being ‘Me’. I believe in forgetting past, and being less concerned about future. Many people say, some chapters are better not opened, but I say, why to write those, a book is not to write but also to be opened. Few people say they follow and some people want to show off but not follow.

Now some people will say “Huh, show off". I don't care, because dogs bark while the caravan goes on.

Yeah I am sarcastic, Straightforward, Cool Dude, trying to find where I belong.

So this somewhat what I am, only a quarter part, and this gave me my title “Somewhere I Belong”

Why can't they?

Why can't they be true?
Why do they pretend what they aren't?
Why do people layer them up?
Why do people wear a bitchy mask on their face?
Every human was born beautiful.
Every human was born to live not to survive.
There's no need to layer up, the only need is happiness.
There's no need to pretend what you are not as every important thing is unique in itself.
Trust, a devoted word, can't be played with, just to show who you wish to be, but what you aren't.
Relations, a religion, not to follow but to believe in.
Life should be big, not long.
Life have a short and deep meaning:-
"Life is to live, not to only survive,
Cause even the dirt below your feet too survive"

My World!!

The bright glow of desperate Sun,
Pleasant touch of cold wind,
Breathtaking smile of the innocent Moon,
Beautiful Birds, a bliss,
Delightful, a word but, here a subject.
Trust; a feeling, to hold not to leave,
Care; an oath, to take not to fake, And,
Love; a religion, to follow not to show.
This was how my world looked.

But, Intruders,
Stealing the glow of My Sun,
Making my wind harsh and hot,
Now Moon never smile.
Deadly Birds, a fear,
Dreadful, a Moto,
My Trust, Betrayed,
My Care, Granted,
My Love, Wasted
This is how My World Looks.

But, this won't stay long,
My Trust, My Care and My Love can heal
My World. 

(Cause it happens)

The Lady of Possibilities.

The early she wakes,

The late she sleeps,

Even without any sleep,

She can make her routine.

She is the lady of discipline.

The more you hate,

The more she loves,

Even without any eyes,

She can guide your path.

She is the lady of gratitude.

Teacher of everyone,

Guardian of anyone,

Best friend of someone,

The first love only one, Mine,

She is the lady of patience.

We live for ourselves,

She lives for us,

We hurts,

She heals.

She is the lady of care.

Even born in Akbar's era,

Seems to be born in nuclear era.

Even with two kids,

Everyone calls her my little sister.

She is the lady of immortality.

Everyone says Cinderella, the most beautiful,

I say no.

Everyone says Snow white, the prettiest,

I say no. Cause

She is the lady who defines beauty.

Happy birthday Battery.